To catch up, I know I reached a Tipping Point when I felt myself spinning around in circles even though I had my requisite 'to-do' list. It was a make-or-break feeling. A self-imposed opening date despite weather conditions and despite surprise lockdowns. So I stopped. I stood back and said to myself 'the day will come' . When it is Right.
Why do we do this to ourselves? We do know better.